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| At maggies..again..lol we have so much fun on the trampoline at like 11 at night. yea i know were cool. So today were going to trents and then tanning..then might see robbie..hopfully... Im so glad its summer..I can feel the good times already.. Its going to be like 90 out today and im soo excited to look like a black person bc im going to get tan..oh yes me and maggie will look like PR's.
* cant stop these PIMPS* ( haha maggies and ashley)
I wish it was just me, you and dashbord again.
I think im in love with you again,
Missing you.
Alena |
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| One last final day. I might never see some of you again. i might never see the inside of hempfield again. and thats alrite.  ( i will miss you though) I had a good weekend. Sunday night went to trents with asha and maggie .then slept at maggies. then tanned..went to laura's house to tan with abby..me..maggie..lundy..and laura. good times. and then i stole a picture out of her room ( well she gave it to me but im a rebal so i "stole" it )..of a cutie ..i wolnt mention any names.
i think i love you again.
missing you.
Alena |
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Today was totally a lazy day.in pj's sleepin in till 12ish watching like 5 movies..i did enjoy the quite time. Im reading this book i got last night. "Dont kill the freshman" wow..this girl in it is so not like me. she is so deep and into politics, loves hippie music ..into the womes lib thing..you know and when i read it its takes me into her world. its nice to journey off into your verson of peoples lives. You see ive got this theroy.. that the things your scared of doing in life are allways the most worth while. Im babysitting over the summer.. monday and friday.. 10 am to 4pm..$ 50 bucks a week.. yup its not much ..but hey..its money..somthing that i never have..well good night kids..its late
(( I dont know where i'm running to, maybe it might be to a disaster. to open arms, or it may lead to a path of least resistance. But there is a question i hold for you is that where do you go when you want to escape your self..your world and your life? do you go to your dreams where you only see the world as you want it..and you dreams those dreams your too scared to have in your own life? Or is it the actual "escaping reality" where you forget your self along with your values..self respect..consinousness..and self control. But it seams to me that your own dreams are so far feached and escaping reality is way to close for me to touch. But this reality we live in makes people want to escape it. its the people like you that make othes want to leave. Isnt it ironic that the same thing causes two compleatly diffrent things to happen? So i dare you to run and find your self before time is gone and your left wondering where you didnt look and regreat the things you didnt fine in your self. ))
xoxo, Alena |
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| oh yes Alena is back
One more worthless day of school then im free. Im shaking with antisapation. Grounded right now..might be doing somthing with maggie on sunday night sence im definitly not wasting my time by going to school on monday bc i have no finals. then i have to dragg my butt out of bed at freaking 6am to go to school for a hour. what a bunch of crap.
Jealously fall upon my lap once again. Ofcorse it has to be so close i want to take it from them. All i can say is why? it truly isnt fair.
((The easiest way to sleep at night
Is to carry on believing that I don't exist
The easiest way to sell your soul
is to carry on believing we don't exist ))
xoxo, Alena
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